juicy juicy juicy! i am unsure as to whether to keep juicing or not. it still feels good to drink juice, but i don't really feel at my optimal health on only juice. so i was thinking about starting on solid foods, especially when gaya told me that she was considering it. should i support her through day 60 but continuing to juice, or does she have enough support already? in the mean time, i'm adding some vegetable fiber to my juices as of today. weirdness in my tum, but not entirely unpleasant!
otherwise, i've been feeling physically empowered by helping my friends move, and have done some yoga that doesn't hurt (boil issues again, less than the best). most importantly, i am diving into Susan Reintjes' Third Eye Open that gaya lent me. what a wonderful book! and my friend knows her!!! i'm looking to see if she has any public lectures in the area since she lives in my hood. i'm excited to see gaya and to go to nyc with her! my emotions are dominated by sadness, though i think i need to have an anger/frustration session. releasing my anger will help heal the boils, i'm procrastinating because of hesitancy as to what will come out.... i'm considering deeply my life, the choices i am making, what brings me the most joy and more sadness, trying to investigate my sadness, my emotions surrounding people. what, ultimately, shall i do? what is best and most joyful for me? how can i be the best emilyrose i can be to the best friends and companions i choose?
3qt greeeeen with fiber: cuc, celery, kale, spin, lemon. i want cilantro!
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